tired...

i'm physically tired. i'm mentally tired. it has been a long semester. only 2 weeks to ago.

until next time, have a great day.

still surviving...

After a rough day at work and busy week, I received some good news....

Heroes has a VERY good chance of returning with a 5th and final season that will have 13 episodes. Although it is not 100% confirmed it is better than what we have heard, which has been nothing about season 5. Also it might not have that many episodes, I'm sure they will wrap it up pretty well...

It started with "save the cheerleader, save the world," who knows how it will end!

thoughts....

So I have never really wrote a post about what I feeling which is sort of what a blog is for. I like to use it as sharing memories and things that happen rather than feelings but tonight is an exception as I have a lot on my mind, so here...we.....go! [quote from the Dark Knight]

First of all I have noticed a lot of shelfishness around me for some reason. Not sure if its because I'm being selfish, which I believe I am not, or because of an event that happened last week or so with a person being selfish. I won't go into details but this person showed shelfishness in that I needed to go out of my way to serve his/her's needs (which I have met that person's needs for a long time and didn't complain one bit), which might of included spending my own money on something I really didn't need. At the time I didn't think it was that selfish of this to be asked of me, but the more I think about it, the more I realize how selfish it was for this to be asked of me. So this has gotten me to thinking about the term selfish and looking at those around me and seeing who is selfish. Am I selfish?

Secondly, there is a time in everybody's life when we must make a choice between two decisions. One decision is something we would really want and be happy with, and the other choice is something we would really hate but still wouldn't mind having. I have seen in the past as a person I know chose the latter choice. This choice has brought that person happiness at times but grief and hardache at the same time. Most of the time I sense that there is grief and hardache, more than happiness but I have to wonder why the person would deal with that decision when they can go back to the first choice and move on. I might not ever understand this and it blows my mind everyday when I see this person but its their choice. (Side note: This choice did affect me in a small way and I am learning how to deal with it very slowly. It just amazes me that this choice was even made and that is the hardest part to deal with.)

So yeah, that is what is on my mind and that is why I am up at 1 AM, not able to sleep. There are others things but again, I'm not to fond of reading about people's emotions but rather memories so I'm not going to write about those. Until next time.............

almost there.....

this has been a crazy and hectic week. PERIOD!

i'm ready for my two tests tomorrow and i can't wait for the weekend. however the weekend will not be all joy......

LTC (leadership training conference) this weekend....not really looking forward to that. its not that its the conference itself, just bad timing. i would rather sleep in on saturday morning than wake up early to go to a conference and drive back four hours sat evening.

oh well....sometimes in life we must do things we don't want to.

until next time!

[this is just a little ranting on my part, thats all]

busy week.......

Is it really only Wednesday? This morning I'm taking it easy and getting a short break from this hectic week.

Here is a break-down:

Monday: Was called into work so I put in 4 extra hours. Not sure why though because it was the most BORING day I have had at work thus far. Monday night worked on my paper.

Tuesday: This is when the busyness begins. Went to work at 8 AM and didn't sit down the whole, I left at 1:30 PM. We are moving the bookstore to the UCOMM to renovate the old bookstore. Then went to Walmart to get my allergy meds and then came back to my room to finish my paper. Went to Merge then dinner. Edited my paper, went to bed at midnight.

Wednesday: Classes from 9 - 1. Registration for classes at 1 [hope everything works out]. Work from 1 - 5. MET Club meeting at 5. Come back to the room to study for physics test.

Thursday: Lab from 8 - 11. Work from 11 - 1:30. Class. Study for dynamics test.

Friday: Two test. Classes until 3:05. Leave for Leadership Training Conference.

Saturday: Conference until 3. Four hour drive back.

THE END (it makes me sleepy just writing about it)