Today has been one of those days. If has had its high and lows but a majority of it was a low. Spent the morning working in the heat planting the flowerbed. It looks great but to me it represents my life right now. Just going around doing volunteering work and getting nothing out of it. Going from free gesture to free gesture. It was a good life for about a month but I am ready for change. I am ready for a regular routine. I am ready for a job.
Went to lunch with a friend. It was nice to spend time with just him and and not his kids and wife. Went to a place called "Tattoo Moose" which was alright. We had nice conversation about life in general. The conversation eventually moved toward technology in regards to Apple products. This friend got a girl pregnant out of wedlock and they married and now live in government subsidized apartments. They recently got a iPAD which made me pretty upset. Today I found out that he got the new iphone 4S and is planning on buying one for wife. Fair? I don't think so.
While out with him I got a call, hoping that it was Kohl's telling me that I got the job. It was from the same shopping plaza but a few stores down with Target. I have an interview with them on Friday for a loading/unloading job. Not really what I was looking for but nonetheless it is a job. Got home and found out that a friend obtained a job at Moe's within an hour of having an interview. This is the same Moe's that my "youth pastor" works out. Was I offered a job there? Nope. It sucks that I am about to have interview #9 and he got a job with one interview in one hour. It was quite upsetting and I am still jealous/upset. Patience is running out really quick. I have no motivation to fill out more applications as it seems like a waste of time. Why go to another interview? Why waste the time?
Yep my life is a flowerbed right now. Just doing work for no real reason. And now my Mom wants me to come out work on another flowerbed. I am just overfilled with joy.
Your story sounds like Fred's story right out of college. He was working on the grass and building a fence and eventually got really down about things. Hang in there! Something is a-coming. Praying for you...
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